Tuesday, 26 December 2006

i dreamed a 'lil too much for it to be true

i dreamed a 'lil too much
of days in the park that yields
great symphonies from the birds.
i dreamed a 'lil too much
of silent moments
that breaks silence in itself.
i dreamed a 'lil too much
of glorious love that should have been
but would'nt
but 'twas thrilling...
yes it was...
hope it will...
and i'v been dreaming a 'lil too much

of a kiss
that would take me to bliss...

and the stirring of ice on cognac was my reality

,thought it holds and molds
i want to wake-up...
i want to wake-up...

i'v dreamt of you enough.

Wednesday, 13 December 2006

Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end.

- by jn..... thanks without permission. muahhhh

Tuesday, 12 December 2006

if someone leaves you.... don't cry too much!! Huwag magmukmok!! Pero bago mo siya palayain... bulungan mo sya..."ako'y isang DyOSa.... pasalamat ka pinatulan kita... LAMANG LUPA!!!"

- by chix

"when someone does something wrong to you & drove you freakin' mad... don't do the same, instead kill him w/ kindness... 'coz guilty feelings are always the nastiest revenge...!!!"

- by chix

Everything but LoVe

Everything happens for a reason. And when we think of our past love, we may preceive it as a failure. But once we find a new love and get over with the past, then we will look at it as a lesson or lifes’ teacher. Love is a game…. It doesn’t really matter who will win or who will lost. But you should play it well, you should know where to stand. The important thing is that you know when to hold on and when to let go. Loving has their own part in our lives. Sometimes they go without admonition and sometimes they stay for a reason. When you love someone, you want that someone to be happy, even if their happiness means that you’re not part of it. It may hurt us for a while, but then we have to move on and go on with our lives. Everything happens for the best. And it brings out the strength within us. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless we give it a try. And that involves risk in a good way. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt then you don’t learn how to love. Hurt is just the route to true love, it is there to test you, to help you grow in any aspect of love and life and to make you strong. But remember love doesn’t hurt all the time.

They always say that “Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.” This is really true…. You always fall for love. You will never know when it is going to happen or you are actually in the magic of it. You just fall as it is. But when things just didn’t work the way you want it like in the fairy tales we just have to move on and go on with our lives. Then it’s our turn to leave the past and turn the pages of our book, for the next chapter is waiting to be read. And it always left us reading, giving lessons in love and life and wanting us to grow.

In love, it is so ironic that when we want to hold on to something we just need to let go. And when we want to let go, we need to hold on to it. Losing someone will hurt us, it will take some time to heal to be able to get back to our own feet again. To love is to risk rejections, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure, to dream is to risk waking up. Everything in our life is taking risks. To hold on to someone is to risk of losing him in the end. But we should take that risk because life is not a life without taking risks. To reach for someone involves a lot of risks, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. We lose someone only when we are designed to find someone else who we can love and love us back even more that we can love ourselves.

In love, fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. If you happens to fall learn to stand up again and face what path you’re going into. Love in a constant way…. Hold on to what you have , don’t be unfair to your love or to those who is loving you. Try to understand no matter what. Its okay to be hurt but don’t keep, there’s still someone out there waiting for you to be notice. And trying to be there whatever it takes. Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart and render us wounded or it could kill us our very own self but either way it can shape us into a wonderful soul that someone can love more than he can love himself. Loving is a wonderful feeling, it enthuse us to be happy and strong even after the hurt we’ve been through.

Loving someone means giving him the liberty to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. You have to give them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. All you have to do is be thankful that he comes into your life. That he touched your life and helped you grow. You just need to accept and understand everything to be able to move on. Love and hearthaches comes hand in hand to mold us, they are there to form us into a better person.

As I always keep in mind… no regrets just lesson.

---- Basta for me…. It’s not my lost, it’s his. Hahahahaha.

Monday, 11 December 2006

William Shakespeare, Sonnet 116

Let me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments.
Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove:
O, No! It is an ever-fixed mark, that looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wandering bark, whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error, and upon me prov'd, I never writ, nor no man ever lov'd.
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I always love how William Shakespear wrote everything about love.... It moves my inner passion for love and life... It sobs me to death but still keeping me alive...

Tuesday, 5 December 2006


This is a Toast….to US…..For the men who have us, the LOSERS who had us, and the LUCKY guys who will meet us!!


snippet from Romeo and Juliet

Goodnight, goodnight! parting is such sweet sorrow, That I should say goodnight till it be morrow.

Monday, 4 December 2006

Someday

on the bright side of life... i see the light shining on my way... loving my life more... Blessed be.
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Someday, you'll gonna realize
One day, you'll see this through my eyes
But then, i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know, you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
But i've got news for you
I know i not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Someday, someones gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someones gonna take your place
One day, i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, i know someones gonna be there

Right now, i know you can tell
I'm down and i'm not doing well
But one day these tears
It will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye